Saturday, March 21, 2009

March On #2

Well, still off the medication and feeling good except my heart still out of rhythm and beating way too fast. I will need to do something about that because the doctor says that if it keeps on so fast (over l00) that it will just get too tired...I will consider something to slow it down, but I really HATE to take stuff...anyway, New News is that I finished my little Mini "Cool Globe" and delivered it and it will now be part of the exhibition at Exposition Park in April...There will be something in LA Times Magazine on April 5 and the thing will be on April 22. I will probably go, even though my part in it is so small...I really wish I had been able to do a large globe...but, I just did not have anyplace large enough to accomodate the globe and the pallet it came on. I think mine is cool, anyway. I am working on a dreaded portrait (not my thing) in the painting class with Don and it will soon be over and we will move on to landscape (better, I think) I am still weeding out and feeling not so good about my progress, but at least I do something, no matter how small...I keep telling students that you can do anything one bite at a time...I just take myself too literally sometimes. My goals for the summer are to go through the house once more, discarding, to learn ebay so I can move some of the better stuff on and to really tackle the back yard which is all grown with weeds again...(sob)...I want a yard like Hal's and Don's They are my inspiration for a really beautiful and welcoming outdoor space...we will see if I can pull that off with no money. I will also buy a lotto ticket from time to time...you never know...I could either be hit by lightening as I leave the house or win the lotto...The odds, I hear favor the lightening...but...you never know...

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

March On

Since last Month, a lot has happened. First, I stopped all my medication for my heart except for coumadin...The meds were damaging my liver and messing up my head...I had tremors in my hand...couldn't sign my name right and I just went to the Eye Doctor and the Amiodorone has built up in my corneas...so, no more...heart has been out of rythm for 15 days and I feel just fine. I did not realize how much the medication was affecting my mood and energy until it was gone...I think that will be an important thing for me to remember in the future...anyway, now I feel GREAT!!! I am going to try Acupuncture with Konosuke at his school...his supervisor is specializing in acupuncture as it relates to the heart. Can't hurt, might help. Even better Great News...just returned from Tanya Ragir's Studio and the statue that I posed for. She did a pressing and made me a bust of my piece that I can keep and that is G rated...very cool...she says that we can get together and do the glazing as a team and have some fun with it...I am really looking forward to that...then, I will probably make some kind of mosaic for it to live on...maybe even a fountain...fun! I am finally feeling some energy for my life and happily working away at it. Taking a painting class with Don on Wednesdays and I think that will really put me on the right track, Artistic-wise. I am still contemplating the Dog Bed idea and also Dog-sitting...reading some books, etc. I know that eventually I will move a little faster, especially now that my body is freeing itself of the toxins that have been entering it for the last 5 years...Life is good...Melanie and Albhy are extending me a line of credit so I can keep my nose above water...it is a real shame that I just got too burnt out on Decorative Painting...I know so much about it...But, I really feel all through with that part of my life and am much more willing to proceed than I have been in the past...what is next??? I will just keep getting up every day and doing what I do and I will see what that brings...Maybe I am a Lily of the field and that is OK too. Life is a grand Adventure.