This is Thursday...and

This is Thursday, and I have not done my homework...sigh. My class is tomorrow morning and I hate that I leave things to the last minute...I think it short changes my creativity. I think that always being under the gun gives me an excuse if I don't like what I come up with, or if what I am doing is just short of good. I want to think about this because at age 71 it might behoove me to knock that off. It is obviously not getting me what I want, or think I want. I think that when I started this blog about my own creative process (and other stuff I think about) I was working at my own pace on what I wanted to do, so the procrastination viper did not raise its ugly head. I like doing what I want to do when I want to do it. BUT! I do not know how to letter beautifully and I do want to learn and I KNOW that the only way to master the tools is to practice and DO THE HOMEWORK! Still, I do put it off to tomorrow...not working, Carole, not working. I still have time tonight, but I have a computer class this afternoon which I really want to go to, so I can LEARN! And, Bret Lyon is coming in to town so I will be meeting with him and his new girlfriend sort of after dinnertime. I also have all day on Saturday to catch up. See how my mind works? I go away now to think about these issues...I hope to find out how I can really work sometime before I die and it is moot. Now that I ask myself the questions, perhaps I will worry out the answer. I could really use some Lottery winnings at this time in my life if anyone with power is listening.