Well Hell, it's July

It is July...Time keeps flying...Saw SICKO and EVENING over the weekend...both really good movies. AND...I worked on collage this week, or should I say last week. Did something with the "f" I did in calligraphy class that makes me laugh. And I am working on yet another Original Sin thing. I really need to do some less structured pieces. It is getting so that all I look for are hands and apples and, of course girls and women. I never seem to really get the snake in there..or the tree...at least not much..Anyway, I am working, however slowly. Heart is out of rythm today...I wish I knew exactly what the trigger is..oh well. Took money out of my CD for the next three mos. bills so I really need to get it up to make some bucks soon. Seems really stupid for me to be worried about making money when I am sitting on a LOT of equity...but, I am not impressed with reverse mortgages and I do not want a huge monthly nut to take care of..I will figure this out..it is, after all, part of the creative process to work with things like money as well as painting or collage work...or so I tell myself. EVENING is about a woman who is dying and she has flashbacks to her youth...I have been having a lot of memories lately and I am thinking that I need to hie myself to the library and grab a cubicle and just write for a while...it is cool in here and quiet and the cubicles enclose you visually so you can concentrate...also the chairs are not half bad as far as comfort is concerned. This is a really good idea...wonder what I will do with it. It is SO HOT outside...even here at the beach and I hear on the news that it is over 100+ in the valley, etc. Here I am, talking about the weather when I should really be heading home to work on my collage AND to get busy with all the damned furniture in the garage. Who knows how all this will turn out. Not me.