Now What?

Now I just got to the library and did email and am sitting here wondering Now What? I went to City Hall and filled out an application for a job I thought I could get away with doing only to discover that some essay questions were also required and that I did not have anything to essay about that related to the jobs in question...so I can't even seem to apply for a job properly...it has been such a long time...Now I think that Dog sitting, or even (shudder) going out to the garage and painting a piece of furniture is a good idea...It seems to me that I would do a good job in an office...only thing is that there are no office jobs that I can find to apply for...So, with my tail between my legs, I will shuffle off home and ruminate about my future...It is raining, and a very grey and depressed day..perhaps not the best time to make a real decision. There is always tomorrow, Famous Tomorrow!! I will post more later.