June

So now it is June and I am just fine in all ways. I have many ideas for the near future, my Trompe L'0eil class is cooking along, nice people and I am feeling the joy that comes from teaching...I always get in touch with my own creativity and energy when I teach...last week was that lovely time after a demonstration when all the students were working and they all were humming along...it is different than quiet, there is a flow in the room, an energy that is felt, not heard as everyone settles into themselves and explores what they are doing. Quiet on the outside, but working very hard inside their own heads...you can feel it, and I love it. I am enjoying the painting class that I am taking a lot...he makes me work inside myself and I am one of the people who is quiet on the outside and working hard inside...a good thing...He is a very good teacher and I have recommended him to Amy at Otis...hope that works out for him. I am accepting more and more who I am and what is important to me and what is NOT important to me. Trying to stay with all that as I go along. It is interesting to notice that I still have to do some work just to be myself. Seems so simple...isn't. Or maybe it is just that simple and I just like to worry things to death...??? I do have a very busy brain. Life is a very good thing to be in...I feel happy with myself and looking forward to my future dreams and accomplishments. If only a few things come to pass that will be good. I do not often realize how much I do and accomplish in my life...tend to go over the things I didn't get to instead..hope that can change...Would that I will feel this way, the way i feel today, for the rest of my life...yes.