And so I continue

I have done nothing about the Cow or any other project...flopping madly...BUT! Tomorrow I am taking a flower-painting class with Don and I am excited about learning. I watched the Brick Awards show on TV and I am inspired to do SOMETHING that has some meaning...I wonder if I will ever get it up to do something like that or if I will just endlessly THINK about it. My grammar school report card said that"Carole is a dreamer who spends most of her time looking out the window"...I was really BEING out the window, not just looking...Being somewhere else, doing something else. Now, I am 71 years old..actually 71 1/2 this April (which it is)...of course, not to be too hard on myself, I have actually made some dreams come true. There have always been challenges that I managed to take care of...some ideas that I actually saw through to the end. I seem to do the best when I have my ass against the wall...not too comfortable, but effective. I need to make decisions about my current situation. I need to be firm in what I want to do next and not so flopsy. Maybe tomorrow...tomorrow IS another day. (Me and Scarlet). So, enough ruminating about what may or may not be...I have only 10 minutes left here at the library so I will close for now...more will be revealed!